another 144 hours

Wow you can tell when you're bored and got nothing to do, but collect your thoughts, hmm well this weeks instalment shall include a hint of paranoia, well to start off im still scared, like nervous about the prospect ahead of me, its so daunting, its like everything i worked for is finally 144 hours away. SO why am i not excited?
2 reasons, im going to a country that doesn't speak english and i am not that confident with my spanish at all, sure i can ask directions etc. but u know i won't be able to speak as articulate as well as my english, so i feel im being chucked in the deepend, and i forgot my floaties.
Second reason, well yeah i guess i will miss Oz, especially my family and friends, my friend jodie layed it out to me yesterday in the car, imagine yourslef walking down the tube between the plane and the terminal, and sitting on your seat, you don't know who the person is next to you, and your there for 8 hours until hong kong, they say first 3 months are hard the next 9 months are a blast...hope those 3 months won't tie me down
Well ne ways the clock is ticking as i write this down, looking back on it its just gonna make me laugh but for now, shitting bricks

Well i guess this will probably the last post in oz, man that just hit me last post in oz, oh wells

trying to get his act together
Rensis